It's not really that I pretend to be someone else to different people. I just subconciously act a certain way toward certain people. I realize that I do, but when I try to act "normal," whatever that is for me, it just doesn't work. Once again, I'm not trying to be someone I'm not. I'm just not showing all that I am. It makes me wonder. And I always worry about what other people think. I just can't help it...

Going on vacation to Taiwan for a little over a week, I think I'll be back sometime around the 30th or so. I'm not too happy about flying, twice in a year too. I hate airplanes and airports and everything that goes along with it. Plus, I don't want jetlag when I get back. After going to China in the summer, I had jetlag and couldn't get to sleep until 4am in the morning of the first day of school. When we get back, there'll be about 3 days before school, so I hope it doesn't turn out too badly.