Life has been good so far; no big mishaps. Sadies draws closer and closer. I need to ask him soon. I've also been thinking about going to Winter Formal. I probably won't, but since we might win the canned food drive (prize being $20 off the tickets), I will consider it. Who to go with is a problem though. Well, I don't have the money to go anyhow. :P

Tomorrow is doomsday. Lit project. You're supposed to act out the scene in the Odyssey you're assigned and also host a discussion about it. Our skit is mostly dead; sucky props and nothing for costumes. Our discussion is most likely in a state that's either the same or worse. They weren't even working in class for goodness sake. There was also a certain person that did nothing but sit there and put on make-up. Damn she pisses me off.

I was playing Gunbound and then my ex-crush came into the room. He's like, "Who are you?" Then when I tell him, he says, "Um, from class?" Yeah. "I didn't know you play Gunbound." Yes, you do, you bastard. I told you just today during the class we have together. And he knows me. I know it, he knows it. I swear I hate your very existence.

But... even though I hate him, I couldn't stop crying today. I had sincerely told him five years ago that I liked him. He told me he liked someone else. I acknowledged that. He didn't have to give me crap after five years. I knew he was clueless, but this is too far. I'm trying to think of why I liked him. Maybe it was because he was truly a good person back then? Where is that person now? I don't know.

Outside of school stuff, I feel really bad. My friend is having a hard time because someone close to her died. I don't know if I can say "close," but I think it's a good description. I just don't know what to say to her. I can't say I know how she feels because I don't. I can't say cheer up because it won't help. Everything I come up with trying to say would make her feel even worse. I don't want that...

I should be studying for finals... -_- I have Geometry and Japanese finals tomorrow. Those two subjects don't really mix. I think I'm okay for both; I just need to reread some parts in the textbooks. What I'm really worried about is the Bio final on Thursday. I am so screwed...

Finals are over! Yay. And so starts the winter break. I have already seen the Return of the King. It was on a school night at midnight and I got home around four. I was lucky that I only had Choir and PE finals that day. In PE, we just did our normal block day and I improved a lot on my run. Yes, I'm very proud. In Choir, we just watched Pirates of the Carribbean. Yay for me; I got to see Orlando Bloom twice in one day. He looks better fencing than doing archery, but it's all good.

4 days into winter break. I'm still good on the amusement supply. Gunbound, anime, all that good stuff. Happiness. No school, no work, no stress. And then, when I am content, I go to sleep to dream about the oddest things. I haven't remembered any of my dreams lately, though.

As I'm playing FFX-2, I'm learning more about the battle system and the mission-based stuff. It really annoys me that you have to do such specific things to get a game with 100% completion. I've missed tons of things already, so I know I definitely won't get full completion. I'm hoping for somewhere around 75-80. I heard that in the beginning of the game, you have to look for a moogle to get a completion percentage. I don't know anything about that, but my friend says so.