&. November 03, 2003  

So for all you people out there doing NaNoWriMo, I say, "How is life?" And I will say that it's okay for me. I have broken the 1,000 mark and my next goal is to break the 10,000 mark, which will never happen. I am losing the will to write... Well, I'll continue, eventually. There is just so much other stuff to do in life. ^^;;

Today, it was a good day. Until PE, that is. We had to run in the freezing cold. I want to know why California weather changes so much. I said I would never complain about weather here again after coming back from DC, but I don't care. :P It was so hot up to October and now it's so cold. I couldn't feel my arms and legs after I finished the run.

Before PE, I had a quiz on weather terms in Japanese. One of the questions was: "How is the weather going to be tomorrow?" I looked out the window and it was clear and sunny. So I wrote: "Tomorrow's weather will be clear." Then, when I left the Japanese classroom, it was cloudy and rainy. T_T

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @  6:29 PM

&. November 08, 2003  

So, for a Bio project, I'm stuck in a group of guys because my friend disbanded our old group. I don't really mind, except for this one guy that does absolutely nothing. My old crush is in my group, too. It doesn't bother me; I've supposedly moved on already.

Thing is, he called me to ask me something for the group project and at the end he asked me for the phone number of a girl that's new to school. I said I didn't know and we hung up. Then, a few minutes later, he called back, saying that I sounded weird before and that there's nothing between him and the new girl. Since it was true, I said that it was because I was typing on the computer and the phone was slipping.

I know he's blatantly honest, but seriously... And my friend thinks he likes me. But it's probably just that he doesn't want me telling anyone things about it. I think that even if he said he liked me now, I would probably turn him away. I don't know, though... Still, guys are strange.

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @ 10:12 AM

&. November 09, 2003  

Everyone is talking about the thunder last night, or rather, this morning. They're all like, "Did you hear the thunder? It was so loud!" I think I slept through it, though. ^^;; Or I might have woken up and then gone back to sleep. I don't remember. I tend to do things in my sleep unconciously. Like my sister said I fell off my bed when she came into my room once and I got back on my bed myself. Well, I'm sorry to have missed the thunder...

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @  2:25 PM

&. November 15, 2003  

Busy days. Friend has made soccer team. I am both happy about it about and screwed at the same time. I am happy for her that she made the team after three long weeks of two hours of after school try-outs. I am then screwed because I have no ride home. -_- Well, I can't exactly be pissed off at her. I was considering starting to ride my bike to school, but my house is far away.

Another thing, for the past day or two, I've been running around, trying to figure out the Japanese homework. There are two editions of the textbook and our teacher has the first edition. Second edition people don't know the assignment because she only has the page numbers for the first edition book. I finally found out what it was just a few minutes ago. Hurrah. She tried to tell us the homework right as the bell rang, but didn't know the page numbers for the other book and said, "You can find out from your friends, right?" I thought so, but maybe I should think again next time...

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @ 10:11 PM

&. November 16, 2003  

The depression issue again. So, I was talking to a person about depression and dreams. Like, have you ever woken up crying? I have a few times and those dreams are the ones I remember most clearly. The first one was about my friend that moved back to Japan. She had come back to visit. She moved away three years ago, but I haven't contacted her since. I decided it myself, for certain reasons. The second one was about three girls at my school getting killed. I wasn't close to them or anything, but I was crying when I sat up in bed. It's just waking up with an incredibly sad feeling inside...

So, what do you do when you're depressed? Playing video games is a good way. I've been playing Gunbound lately, 'cause I just figured out how to play. XD Another way is eating. I like to eat sweets when I'm depressed, but it depends. Pocky is just right, but I never have any around.

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @  3:19 PM

&. November 23, 2003  

"November Syndrome." That's what our teacher calls it. She says that during November, everyone begins to slack off more and their grades drop. True, I've been slacking off a lot lately. There's also been a slight drop in my grades. -_- Well, must work hard. I think that one of the reasons was my starting to play Gunbound. But I haven't played in three or four days due to some GIS error thing. I hope I can play again soon or I'll go into Gunbound withdrawal.

Less than a week and I'll be going to visit my sister. :D Wai~

~ Remembering the cherry blossoms @ 10:42 AM