&. June 01, 2003  

The weekend seemed so much longer; it was really busy. On Saturday, there was a dinner party at my friend's house. She's really lucky. She has a TV (along with a VCR and PS2), computer, and a mini-fridge all in her room. T_T Talk about luxury. She also has a phone in there, which I don't really care about. I remember having one a long time ago. It annoyed me very much. It really sucks if you have a relative in a different country call early in the morning. So at the dinner party, we the crazy trio get drunk off of coke and then go watch Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. I got home around twelve or so. Played some video games, watched some anime, did homework, and went to bed at two thirty.

This morning I woke up at seven. I didn't use the alarm clock or anything; I just sat up in bed and stayed up. After a morning run, we went to Target to buy a birthday present for my friend. I also needed a new backpack. The zipper on my old one broke from both sides. >_< I went to a friend's birthday party at two thirty in the afternoon. It was fun; we played volleyball, badmintion, and ping pong. It's nice having a pool at home and all, but it's not bad to have some free backyard space.

Last destination of the day: supermarket. So I have this question? How do you select fruit at a grocery store? About this time, it's watermelon. My mom's like, "Oh, you pick it up and if it's heavy, it's juicy." Then my dad says, "No, that's not how you do it. You knock on it and then listen for the echo." I'm kinda confused, saying, "Um... the echo? Why would you stand in the supermarket and press your ear to the watermelon to hear the echo? Are you supposed to hear the swishing of water?" So... yeah. XD It's still a mystery as to how you pick a good watermelon, but as long as it tastes good, it doesn't matter, huh?

I'm gonna be a bit busy these next two weeks. Finals, graduation. I'm actually trying to concentrate and not procrastinate. It really is amazing. Math and English tests tomorrow, History final on Tuesday, Math final (2 parts) on Wednesday and Thursday, and Science test on Thursday. I think that's what my schedule is... ^^;;

&. June 03, 2003  

There are some people that work harder under pressure. Do I? Probably not. Let's say there's a speech due today and I haven't even written it yet. I get up at six in the morning and what do I do? I sit at the computer and waste time. Well, I did finish writing my speech by the time it was English class... kind of... ^^;; It's a good thing our group didn't have to go today. I suppose I've learned a lesson, somewhat. My goal for next year is not to procrastinate. I better keep it.

Even if you don't want to know, I'll tell you. I'm typing this from a laptop at school. Hah hah hah hah. Technically, you're not supposed to use the internet for stuff like this, but the teachers probably know we don't anyway. Most people take the computer and go on AIM to chat with friends. I got this computer with the intention that I'd be typing up my speech. I got sidetracked. Nothing unusual about it. ^_^

&. June 10, 2003  

The day before graduation... it's nothing big like high school or college graduation, but you know, it's a step forward. They say to keep looking forward for yesterday is already in the past. There are still things that hold you back, right? You shouldn't regret, though, because you can't change what already happened. For every path to the future, there can't only be good things. It would be too good to be true. There's reality for you, huh?

Thinking about the many yesterdays there have been, it doesn't really feel like a long time has gone by. It seems like just yesterday I was in preschool, learning my ABC's. All the teachers I've had, all the things I've learned. I really do admire teachers, you know. They're the ones that support us and prepare us for the future. Although there are some teacher which are strict or boring and are disliked by students, they're all still doing the same thing: teaching us. There might have been times where I took it for granted, but I really appreciate what the teachers do for us. I'm sure many people do.

I've thought about being a teacher. I don't think I could work as hard as they do; grading papers, lecturing students, etc. My mother is a professor. She works really hard and gets home late at night. But everytime she smiles, I seem to think, "She really enjoys teaching her students, though." The joy of teaching others is a different kind of happiness. There are, of course, students who don't pay attention and get bad grades. Yet the people who actually work hard in class make up for the bad students. I'm sure my mother is proud of those people.

Teaching is like being a parent in some ways, too. You are able to watch the students grow before your eyes. You'll always be proud of those who study hard, like a parent proud of their child. You just can't help but wonder what great futures they'll have.

&. June 23, 2003  

Don't mind if I post about random stuff, just to fill you in about the last week or so. Well, you see, I forgot to say that I was at Washington D.C. last week. ^^;; Just kinda slipped my mind and by the time I'd remembered, I was already on the plane. Well, shows you how good I am at remembering things.

The trip was awesome, though it took a while to get used to sleeping two people to the bed. The first night, I accidentally elbowed my friend. But you know, I can't figure how someone can say, "Ow, shit" in their sleep. XD She didn't even know about it until I told her when she woke up. We mostly visited historical sites, monuments, and memorials. Too much knowledge crammed into one week, yet it was fun so you can't complain. On the day before the last, we went to Busch Gardens. The roller coasters there were AWESOME. I guess we people on the west coast don't know anything about building roller coasters.

More later. I think the pot might be boiling over. Dumplings are one of the things I do know how cook. :D

&. June 24, 2003  

I suddenly feel like I'm back to reality, even though it's summer and all. It's like I just realized that there's only four more years till college. Sure, it sounds like a long time. But before you know it, it's high school graduation and you'll be saying, "What do I do with my life?" I don't want to end up living in a small, cramped apartment and working sixteen hours a day at a fast food restaurant that pays the minimum wage. I don't want screw up my education. So, I've decided to work harder in high school.

Before, maybe in elementary school, I always planned what I was going to do when the day came. I lived in the present and never thought about what was going to happen tomorrow. Now it seems like tomorrow comes faster each time, so I'm suddenly looking ahead to the rest of my life. It's not any small decision. It could either bring my life towards failure or success.

I feel kind of indecisive; I don't know exactly what I want to do. A lot of people, even those younger than me, are pretty sure what they want to do. Doctor, graphic designer, etc. My dream? Well...I kind of want to go to law school. But I'm not sure I'd be able to get into one.

&. June 30, 2003  

...what can I say? I've been hotheaded today and still am. I sat in front of the TV for about half an hour with a tub of ice cream. Didn't help, of course. Alas, being pissed off takes too much effort and I just don't have the energy for it. But I'm still pretty pissed at the people for what they did. I'm not going to start anything about it; it's my own opinion.

Hikaru no Go anime and manga licensed by Viz. I hope they do a good job with it. :D I just might get the DVDs. If I ever had money in a million years. ^^;; I've never actually watched any anime subbed by Viz. Maybe I should sometime...

Also, a happy late b-day to me. 'Twas yesterday. We had pumpkin pie and angel food cake instead of an actual birthday cake, though. I'm not complaining or anything. I do love pumpkin pie. Well, better get to sleep. Summer school tomorrow. -_-