I don't really have much to say now. I'm at the library with nothing to do. -_- I can't exactly do my homework because I need a textbook. And then the only other homework I have besides math is a science experiment. It doesn't require lighting a match, so I think I'll be fine. However, it will be no surprise if the kitchen seems a little different. XD

It goes to show that I do not know the meaning of the word "mercy." I don't want to know what he's doing in the shower, yet I wish he'd be faster. Then I wonder whether he knows how to use the shower at all. I can hear the water running, but he's been in there for a while. Even I don't take showers that long.

Yesterday, there was a potluck at my friend's house. My brother and I went; my parents had to go to another party. It was probably better that they went to another party because we were as drunk as ever. I would say that Megan gets high off oxygen, but I bet if there wasn't any, she'd still be high anyway. XP Not quite, but you get the picture.

The fun doesn't start until my other friend comes. The three of us are a sort of drunk trio, but the leader of course, is the most so. As far as I can remember, the nights we hang out are the times I laugh most. They're really good friends of mine, but I don't see them that often.

So what exactly were we doing yesterday? We pigged out. We had two plates of chicken nuggets, two or three cups of Coke, and some ice cream. That's not including the main meal. -.-;; Also, I ate in the garage for the first time ever. We had to bring the chicken nuggets to the garage because my brother was on the loose. And then after that, we were playing Big Two and Black Jack and betting with Fruitios and Andes mints.

We were loud and laughing so much that we freaked out the adults playing cards in the next room. They were drinking actual alchohol and they were no where near as drunk as we were. XD

So I'm a very troubled person. I ponder so much stuff and then I want to talk to someone about it. The other person is speaking, so I listen. Afterwards, I forget what I was thinking about. Maybe I think too hard; that would explain why I have head aches all the time. I never think this hard for homework, though. >_<

So for math, our teacher is going to be gone for a week because of some convention thing or other. Two of the teachers at our school were sent as representatives. Thinking about it, the school could have chosen two better teachers. Well, I'm glad that she's gone. However, the substitute seems to know nothing about math. All we do in class is our homework. Because there is no lesson taught, we rely on each other for help. I guess it's okay, but the classroom is in chaos without our math teacher.

Of course, if you're a family member of a person who was murdered, you'd feel better if the killer was dead. And then you have the sympathy of others. Yet it doesn't really change anything, does it? It only makes it that two people are now dead.

"The land of freedom," wasn't that what America was called? There will never be complete freedom, but by this, the government seems to be declaring that they have control over our lives. Freedom is also making your own choices. In this case, the choice is already made for you: death.

However, it is true that those in prison probably don't repent for their crimes. I may sound somewhat optimistic when I say this, but: there's probably nobody on this planet that's truly evil; it's only the judgement that others pass on them that makes them seem that way. There is always a reason for an action made. It may not be a good reason, but there will be one.

So... what is there to say? I am as happy and healthy as can be. ^^;; As the end of school draws near, the anxiety and nervousness grows stronger. Graduation's coming. I still need to decide on what I'm wearing, as well. I'll probably do that this weekend. Huzzah, Memorial Day weekend; one extra day off school. I'll probably be up at 7, saying I'm late for school. XD Hey, there was a person that came to school the last time there was no school.