&. April 26, 2003  

I am revived! XD Though spring break may be almost over, it is only the beginning to something else. Cheers. Can't think... need food... *goes to dinner*

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It's a wonder how time flies, huh? It was just last year that I received a community service requirements sheet and it's due next Friday. I would've been toast if I didn't remember. Well, I need to go get it signed, etc. by the library people. It's amazing... I've been working there since September. I've gotten used to it being part of my schedule and all; it seems like it's natural for me to go to the library every Wednesday. It'll be kind of sad once I stop volunteering there. I started working when I needed the hours, but after a while, I didn't do it just because of that. "A good deed is sometimes its own reward," is that it?

Thinking about it now, there isn't much time left until the end of school. The tension is huge when it comes to the finals. Then there's graduation and next year, I'll be a high school student. Makes me kind of nervous, you know. Going to junior high was a change for me, now I have to get used to high school. College is something to think about, as well. Even though the adults still say, "Ah, you're still young. You'll have plenty of time to think about it." If you don't think about it, you'll suddenly find yourself a senior in high school and not know what to do with your life. Nobody wants that to happen to them.

When I was in elementary school, the teachers used to always ask, "What do you want to do when you grow up?" At that time, every child would give their answer right away. It didn't matter if the answer was a fireman, doctor, or astronaut. It was just a childhood dream. Now, if that question is asked, your answer must be serious. I really don't know what I want to do in life. Career-wise, etc. I used to reply, "Marine biologist." What a joke.

Haha, I'd be absolutely brainless now if I were hit on the head every time I pitied myself. ^^;;

&. April 28, 2003  

Ugh. I feel miserable. T_T I woke up feeling awful on Sunday and it stayed that way for the rest of the day. And I guess it continued on today. "Drink lots of water" is what my mom said. So I did. But no matter how much I drank, my throat still hurt. PE didn't help much either.

Does something happen if you eat too much vitamin c? I asked both my parents; they didn't really know actually. Well, I'm guessing I had way too much yesterday. Three cups of warm lemonade and two tablets of vitamin c. ^^;;

&. April 29, 2003  

I'm kind of embarrassed, you know... ^^;; I've worried so many people when I got sick. Well, to let you know, I'm feeling much better today. My voice still sounds a little funny and I don't want to speak too loud (but I do so anyway XD).

I have an idiot for a brother. He always does things that people tell him not to do. I guess he learns his lessons the hard way. He won't learn to listen to other people's advice, though. Maybe that's why he was playing with knives. "Trying to cut what?" you might ask. A leaf. T_T